zoophagous

'God' just about gave me a freaking heart attack.......

My life is somewhat chaotic, and along with that there are sometimes unexplainable things that I won't mention....because they're unexplainable. But the expierience of a strange happening is not unusual for me or people around me, and in fact it usualy needs to be pointed out to me by other people since I'm just used to it I guess.

I am awake again, obviously, I just can't sleep so I was playing my guitar. I was playing some pretty heavy stuff, and was also messing around with what sounds I could create out of feedback. I found that I could get some good stuff by unpluging the cord, and just pressing it against the metal plug fitting on the guitar, while pressing the strings to the neck at different spots with diferent preassures. after a little messing around I got something that almost sounded like a vague chorus of voices amidst the static.....then by running my hand back and forth it became louder then softer, clearer then more vague......except the parts that sounded like voices kept getting clearer, and creepier. I could almost make out sentences, and had to ask myself if I was going crazy.
It was sounding like a lamenting chorus of the comprimised souls of children crying out from the depths of hell.....amidst this there was also what sounded like a very deep sinister voice professing something to all. It was actuallty almost scary....what the hell could this be????

I had to keep going, the voices were getting clearer and I needed to hear the message.....at least to have an answer to the question of my own sanity.....

So I did, I kept it up, touching new places on the guitar and working my fingers delicately over the strings while paying very close attention to every place. The voices became almost audible.....definately children.....amongst the pulsating squeeks, squeels and rumble of the feedback.
I thought I must have woken up insane.....is this all it takes? missing some sleep, and the brain goes kaput?

Then with my heartbeat quickenning, and my thoughts racing, I could have died when The loud sinister voice proclaimed in perfect clarity from the depths of my amplifier " GOD will not accept this, and YOU will gain NO satisfaction from it!!".........I could have fallen over.....I think I almost died, and then laughed my ass off as I held my position, not moveing, and a christian radio station with a guy giveing a serman and a chorus of children singing in the background played from the amp.

I've never heard of anything like that happening before. Ineed to see if I can get it to happen again, and if I can.....video it......


ah this is a question from earlier>

I there any way for me to embed a widget that plays music on my main page here??? Anyone have any ideas??