Tuesday Dec 08, 2009

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Grey skies and snow falling.........

I missed work last night. I finally fell asleep, and then overslept. That is not a good thing, with winter just now setting in, it's uncertainties still lingering.......
dawnie:
Oh yeah, winter has arrived... I like the december-winter because everybody is waiting for christmas and everywhere are nice christmasmarkets. smile
lee:
It's been snowing here too. Looks like winter is here.

Sunday Dec 06, 2009

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Well, I just typed a real update....then in the last crucial moment my ADD ( which I don't have ) kicked in, and I clicked a different link....losing it all. typical.

I don't feel like re-typing it either, my mind has already moved on. Perhaps next time.wink
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bexi:
I dont put the stuff on my walls myself. It usually just goes straight into a drawer. I just have no idea what to do with it yet. It might still take some years until I know what I am exactly going for on that matter or how to edit it any further so that something more promising is coming out of it. Its still all very "not figured out". Meh.

But I am glad you like it, even though not at your place. ha.
oui:
adobe photoshop cs4 FTW! x to the o

Thursday Dec 03, 2009

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I should be sleeping, but my sleep patterns are all wrong again. Thanks to the need to quest after the all-mighty dollar, I just sinewed 2 bows. They will not be ready untill weekend after this one. I wanted to put one on ebay each sunday, but will not have one done this sunday. The last 2 sold within hours, for $250 each.
I have...
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crimsonpetals:
Oh crap, Max and you one day in the future should have an alien night!!! He jizzes over that shit. lol

Btw, Max just tried to open my beer whilst i was typing that with a nail clipper!!!?? He broke it...oh no wait , he fixed it lol

I just did something once upon a time that effected the rest of my life , that went against everything I ever believed in. Truly believed in, not just for the sake of my crazy aunts and uncles!!! And I went against it in a split second. It was like another person taking control of my body..but not..saying that would be too easy. I take full responsibility for my actions, but I don't believe they were the right one. I would be in a totally different place right now. But...*sigh* too much damn thinking...

oooooooooooooo ninjas are on the tv!tongue
rexx:
hehe i wish i had a book. or the patience to write one. many little bits and pieces though. glad you appreciated it smile and p.s. i dig the second jacket

Wednesday Dec 02, 2009

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wink
bexi:
no way, that was actually pretty good german. not perfect with the order and stuff but we would understand everything.

yeah, doesnt caring sucks now and then? sometimes I wish I were a robot, everything mechanic, for a day or 2 ( recovery). things can be so unbearable, sad and distracting that I want to break everything. anyway: heads up.
furiaa:
thanks!
about the me not looking like a boy hehe
i dont know if i want to change my name... i kind of llike it but not that much anymore...

Sunday Nov 29, 2009

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marylynn:
Thank you for your comment on Into the Light kiss
bexi:


I am save. I hardly eat canned tomatoes. Oh my God, sweet Jesus Christ. Bliss and heaven!

Wait, are they on PIZZAAAA?

Friday Nov 27, 2009

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Yesterday went alright, but I'l talk about that another time.....




Wednesday Nov 25, 2009

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Take out garbage

Go to store-
Dish sponges
fabric cleaner
AAAA batteries
toilet paper
shampoo
feta cheese?
minwax wood finish
packaging tape

I'm forgetting something important. that looks like a fucked up list. Ahh, whatever.wink

I need a good book......
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There were no good books.
I bought some organic goat cheese.
It is FUCKING COLD outside, and the wind is about 4000mph.

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crimsonpetals:
Strange indeed...kidnapping a hygenic, cheese loving victim? lol
bexi:
wombats here in germany, in my trunk? haha. for some reason they look like they fart a lot.
funny dream youve got there. biggrin

Monday Nov 23, 2009

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celta:
Oohh, cool! I wish I had some craftsman talents!
(But hey, I can knit! biggrin )
celta:
Did you? Where? In Hamburg?
But I don't know if I would trust a sex toy that comes out of a vending machine. wink


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The sentence came from my bf when we saw this old Star Trek episode where Captain Kirk was holding this massive "pink dildo" in his hands - my new profile pic. We just laughed our asses off! biggrin biggrin biggrin


Friday Nov 20, 2009

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It feels as if we are living in a world where honesty is a sin..........

simplicity breaks the rules......

sincerity complicates lives.......

integrity disqualifies..........

The people are pleased with pretty pictures of ugly things........actions and reactions programmed by the status-quo.

PERFECTION [imperfection] has no home.

Welcome!

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Those are glimpses of my thoughts today. You can interpret them however your heart desires.
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bexi:

I might add: purity of intention..where did it go?
Maybe a bit unrelated but I thought recently again about how I prefer silence over all empty words. Jesus, they are flying out of peoples mouthes so incredible easily.

Whipped cream in coffee is pretty hot, too!
kip:
thanks. i'm counting on my stubborness to haul me through thissmile

Wednesday Nov 18, 2009

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I feel retarded-tired.......on the verge of a purely-zombie level of thought only.

I usually work 6:00pm - 4:30am, but have to go to some stupid meeting for a developmental commity that I got vollun-told to be on for work. this meeting is from 6:00am-10:30am.........so my hours will be all messed up.

Why am I telling you this????

I think I'll just go to bed now....
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niobe:
Rain turning into snow is never good.
talamia:
Wow, what's your occupation that you work such graveyard hours???

Thanks for your comment on Diaz's set Rubick's Cube

kisskisskiss

Monday Nov 16, 2009

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I just enrolled in a PADI open water diver course......to learn to scuba dive, and get my international diver permits.
I will be able to do all of the studying/bookwork/quizes here.....then after that part of the course is completed
I will have to travel to Key Largo, Florida, for a week of real-dive trainning with a proffesional instructor.

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bexi:
So you have a hilarious dad? Must be a good thing.

Have fun in Florida. I have a diver permit by the way. but I got that years ago and forgot almost everything.
bexi:
oh man, my brain is frozen mud. I have a faint idea of what image you are talking about but its not getting clear. help me out!

my dad smiles, he very rarely laughs out loud and especially not at my jokes. haha. but he is super nice. I can laugh with his wife forever though, she has a great sense of humor.

Friday Nov 13, 2009

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I need coffee.

I made my last pot yesterday, and have to go get more.....like a months supply, in case the weather gets bad and I don't want to have to go out again.
I usualy keep my house pretty well stocked this time of year.

I discovered a dvd in my computer, and have no idea where it came from. It has episodes of...
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crimsonpetals:
hahaha maybe theres someone squatting in your house and they've been placing strange things about the place tongue How funny would that be!!
may_:
i wanted a rope to... do whatever you do with a rope wink

yes you need coffee!
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