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I felt a little butthurt today. Stupid shit. And then I realized...whats to be down about?

My life aint perfect by any means, but it is mine. I am exactly where I want to be. (well, at the moment I am on a train back to the city when I'd rather be in my bed with my sexy man, but other than that! LOL)

I am the master of my own destiny. And I am destined for greatness. And other such cliches. Whatevs I rule and don't you forget it!

Thursday gonzo77 and I are going to see kings of leon. I am SO fucking stoked. He's my favorite guy buddy. Ladies, get on that shiz!

I'm taking ballet classes with my coworkers. I'm looking forward to this week. Especially bc I won't have a leaky tampon this week to fuck up my grand plies.

I have amazing friends. Tonight I ate pizza and drank pbrs with melaniemassacre and gonzo and his roommate, who is a 22 yr old emo scenekid that isn't a scenekid. (Whatever dude, yr wearing a vneck, seafoam green tshirt and a vest. Don't even front.) We gave gonzo a nifty new hairdo and watched youtube and pissed ourselves laughing.

I'm being sent away on business next month. I'm missing everything. I so don't care, free vacay! lol yeah chicago in january! I'm sure ill be indoors the whole time frantically sewing unitards. But it makes me happy. I'm totally okay with being the milliskin queen.

My new musical obsession is mute math. I listen to it and picture my gorgeous fiancee singing in the shower, tattoos hangin out, shit eating grin as he rinses his hair and sings along. It is really something to fall in love, isn't it? Goddamn- even when we have rough days from being in each others grills in a claustrophobic midtown studio, I am always ALWAYS blown away by him. He's the perfect man, srsly."I can't belive I never noticed my heart before!"

Anyway, I guess ill stop gloating and get on the subway.

I miss you guys.

"The only time that I ever noticed my heart is when I noticed you"