so there's an all women's gym in my town... i'm thinking of joining. (possibly with my girl tinxfoilxheart!) i figure i'm 26, i'm fairly healthy but i still party a lot. i try to take good care of myself but in a few years all that pabst is going to catch up with me. and my mother (aka darth mater) kinda blew up at 30, and i try my damndest every day not to be like her.
hey, no kids and a college degree and no perms...i think it's working!
basically i just want to go from squishy to less squishy.
gyms are fucking expensive! i hope i can just sign up for a class or two and not have to commit to slogging along on a treadmill 3 days a week for the rest of my life. they seem so boring and soulless. why does being healthy involve spending time with fake bake bitches in bootie shorts and nikes???
i searched all over the internet for a punk rock exercise class/video, but all i can find is a book on amazon. 
if qxt's were smart, they'd open on weekdays for such a thing! i think there's a class in nyc, but i know that when i'm all sweaty and shaky from all that fuckin cardio, i'm going to want to be within stumbling distance of my house. sitting on a train for 45 mins all stinky? not so much.
anyway
somebody had somethin to say about my lack of videos
and i don't really have any videos of me that are post-worthy
but i have *this* video on myspace. it's scenes from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (one of my all time favorite movies) and set it to vast's "lost" (one of my all time fave bands/songs). and it speaks to my soul. that's corny i know but if you ever wanted to look in someone's heart and get an idea of how they view life, or how they feel when they're completely open and vulnerable, then i think this video might sum me up.
cancers are sappy bastards!
who else has a video that sums them up in 1 song???
xoxoxo
gyms are only expensive if you don't go
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