the boyfriend and the best friends are fighting. theyve been at it since friday, with no end in sight.
im caught in the middle of it.
i've never been so unhappy in my life.
and i will never again look down on someone for dealing with depression. it's such an effort to get through the day, i can't believe it. i'm a lump, a total useless zombie all day long. and i get home and all i want to do is sleep and sleep and sleep. or sit and stare at the walls for hours. totally numb. cant eat. listless. and i've been smoking smoking smoking smoking like crazy.
and now, a word from VAST:
I need a summer but the summer's come and gone
I need a summer but it's winter in my heart
It's all the same
The fucked up game you play with me
I need to hold you
But you're never coming back
I can't get
Any lower
I can't find
All the pieces of my broken life
im caught in the middle of it.
i've never been so unhappy in my life.
and i will never again look down on someone for dealing with depression. it's such an effort to get through the day, i can't believe it. i'm a lump, a total useless zombie all day long. and i get home and all i want to do is sleep and sleep and sleep. or sit and stare at the walls for hours. totally numb. cant eat. listless. and i've been smoking smoking smoking smoking like crazy.
and now, a word from VAST:
I need a summer but the summer's come and gone
I need a summer but it's winter in my heart
It's all the same
The fucked up game you play with me
I need to hold you
But you're never coming back
I can't get
Any lower
I can't find
All the pieces of my broken life
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And, more on point, suffering from it myself, it is hard to understand how debilitating depression really is (why you can't just "get over it") unless you suffer through it yourself. Be strong.