zombimonkee

Man... silence sucks. I am sittin' in my room with no music or TV and it just seems so fuckin' absent. Have I became so dependent on noise and music? I mean I have just been sittin' her for like five minutes and it is drivin' me fuckin' crazy. Whenever this happens I always end up playin' a little soundtrack in my head... cyclin' through the songs I would be listening to if I could. I just seems I won't let my mind get focused. If I don't keep my mind occupied with noise or music, it ends up driftin' into depressive-thinkie mode. Hmmm... that may also explain why I fuckin' talk so much.