zombiexo

Last night was my 21st birthday. I had a huge party at my house with probably 30 people. It was amazing, I had some friends come that I hadn't seen in 3 or 4 years, it was so damn good to see them. I smoked a huge blunt with my friend Jordan and then started drinking I drank so much cause I was too high to feel how much i was drinking. Once I started realizing how much I was drinking my friend Izzy took care of me . He was really amazing. I never realized how nice he is before we slept together and he cared enough to ask me why I like the things I like and do the things I do, I think he just asked because he likes knowing everything, but he made me tell him about the things that have happened to me which was kind of nice to talk about but at the same time he's laying there telling me that it's sad that no one have ever treated me well in a relationship, but I know that I probably won't see him again for a long time and probably not talk to him either. Maybe I'm just being pessimistic but I swear I'm never getting my hopes up again. And i hate that I know I'm gonna sit around thinking about him for days

all in all though my birthday was AMAZING, going to hell tonight then Turkey day! Then Marleys Friday.