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IT feels so weird being dissappointed in someone when you never thought you'd have to be dissappointed in them.

I'm so completly and totally unhappy right now. All I want to do is be his girlfriend I know it'd be amazing. But I'm to chicken to say something about it when he's sober. Drunk I'll tell him all damn night how bad I want him cause he forgets. Sigh I hate this so much.

The only reason I'm posting a new blog is so it stops telling me i have new comments..

I had the best night ever though, my friend Lydia stripped for us at my house and gave us all lap dances it was fantastic (:

My boobs are legit HUGE..no lie.

I hate bloging.

I'm not sure why I'm doing this..just to say that I hate bloging.

but I'm getting a new car soon!

(:

My best friends daughter died on the 29th, she was 5 years old.
I don't know what to say.
I feel so bad.

RIP Felicia Jade Jordan <33

so i drove around a bunch today.. i loveee my car.. i'm sad though, i went to spencers to get a a slipknot backpack.. and they didn't have any left, so the lady looked and they were sold out at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the stores the closest was hanhover and cape cod.. SOOOOOOOO lame. I wanted one soo badly.

so, someone was nice enough to hack my myspace page and delete half my friends list and replace EVERY section of my page w. "I suck at lyfe lawls"....idk who or why but it's annoying, because as I'm trying to re-add people, EVERYONE is "undergoing routine maintenance" so i can't add people.


some people are really immature.. i'm just aggrivated..

So I had three weird ass dreams last night..I must have been on something and forgot.

First I was at skye and zoey's house, they're the daughters of my mom's best friend that passed away last month. And I was standing around and Skye (the older one) came up to me and told me she didn't know where her mommy went and I was nervous...
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I seriously think the month of may should dissappear. It's like the worst month, Ashley's Grandpa died Monday I feel so bad, he was an amazing guy.

Went to Westerly again, that place is beautiful,

Idk I'm sick of all this shit going on, I want it to be summer and hot.
<3

I haven't been on in a while, my computer broke and I finally got around to stealing my mom's laptop.
Lifes okay, actually it's good, it's summer now.

My aunt died yesterday, so thats fairly shitty. I'm in a horrible mood. but my boy kept me company all day till like 10 yesterday he cuddled with me and cheer'd me up.

Then at 11 my...
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