zombiexdoll

pull yourself together

dont let them ruin you

kristen broke up with me. i was so ready for all of it to work out. it all came crashing down. i dont know what i did. it was so sudden. i cant handle this again. i dont know what to do. i have no one left. veronica fucken hates me and doesnt want me. kristen doesnt want me. i have no one to think...
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i got hit on by a fucking retard. wow im just so hot. ugh....YEAH FUCKING RIGHT! fucken gross.

im feeling a little better but the fact that i might fail history is boiling in the back of my mind. everytime i step in that class my mind floats off somewhere. i can never concentrate. im always thinking about cyanide. not to blame her though. everythings...
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i got the new nin. i have to say im pretty dissapointed. i was sorta expecting something like the downward spiral or the fragile cd. i guess i was expecting too much. its still good. im just...yeah.

my rad friend AMY came over yesterday and installed this photoshop thing on my computer again! yaaaay! now i can try to make some logos or flyers or...
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yesterday was the msi show. when i first got there i was walking to the side of the building and lynz (the bass player) walked out right in front of me. i was like "hey its lynz...hi lynz!!!" she turned around and smiled and was like "heeey" lol yeah, then i walked away. the show was badass as always. but steven righ? wasnt there!! =(...
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today is the MSI show.

rad.

so yeah i hooked up with kristen. cant seem to get the girl off of my mind.

the msi show is this saturday. it will be fun. and of course, my baby will be there!! my friend went to buy me and him tix today. i should call him and see whats up.

this girl is driving me crazy.

i feel like eating ice cream.

i should be getting my computer back sometime this week. hopefully. and when i do, IM GETTING NEW PICS kuz im sick of the ones i have...like whoa. yum.

i cant stop listening to the new msi!! ahhhhh its taking over......the.....miiind......

hopefully, new pics to come soon.

okay so the boy wants me. but i want the girl. the girl wants me back. we want eachother. but i shouldnt leave the boy. sometimes i want the boy. sometimes i dont want the boy. people would think im fucking him over. he treats me so well but...i just dont feel it anymore. i really really really like the girl. le sigh. what should...
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