zombievengence

I'm really fucking pissed right now, I want to drink it away but I have to wake up tomorrow and I can't go and beat some christian or chachie to death becaue I'd probably go to jail. I basically blew it with the girl who likes me more than I like her. See my August 10th journal I'm too fucking pissed to get into details. I actually got to talk to her and and asked how her summer was and got the disintrested vibe off of her and she replied "I got involved with the drummer of some band even though he has a girl friend who is a stripper but thats ok because she's a stripper" Ok, I'm not pissed that she nailed some dude even though all of you think that. I'm more pissed off the the disintrested vibe and trying to make me jelous. I fucking hate humanity, I hope most are dead tomorrow, the survivors should rebuild and make things better. I'm glad I dont want a relationship any ways, why the hell should I care?

I'm feeling better now.