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and, i've lost 5lbs in the past week.



maybe i'll spontaneously combust.

debilitated back = hate.
debilitated life = mine.
if it were possible, i would tear out my spine.
right now.

had my friend attempt to crack my back...
i don't think failure is a strong enough word.
mind numbing, agonizing pain is closer.
take that, lower lumbar.

1 large knife + 1 asinine group of back muscles = stabstabstabstabstabrelief

when i pass by, all the people say...

black dog, get off my bed.

bought a new acoustic electric guitar today, and.. you know what that means. or, more likely.. you don't.. so i'll explain, in short.

hell on earth.. hell on ears.
bleeding eyes, broken bones.
know no chords, know no notes.
songs i play, will make you choke.
even if they're just froo-froo acoustic.
this thing is advancing in a sloping manner.
now it isn't.
it's over....
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things are bound to get better.
some day you'll be happy.
you're gonna find true love.
and, start up a family.

bullshit, fucking bullshit.
nothing ain't never gonna get no better, no how.

you gotta look on the bright side.
take a walk in the sunshine.
the lord is on your side.
and, people are good.

bullshit, fucking bullshit.
nothing ain't ever gonna get no...
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guh. perhaps a simple request.. isn't so easy.

after a year, i thought i'd make a change.. just because.

oh, wait. no. i didn't think that. at all.
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sunday night bingo with my parents is fucking great,
the crowd at the oneida bingo hall... are completely awful.
holy fuck. it's like pulling off my fingernails when i go.

this may become a weekly crusade.

i'm going again on wednesday. trying a different...
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goodnight, and.. catpike speed.