zombienik_o

so fucking angry and upset right now.

aside from that... things that are happening in my life right now:

~ moving house in 11 days... it can't come soon enough.
~ i resigned form my job at the salon on friday. i finish on saturday 18th Sept... only 12 workdays to go!
~ drove to toowoomba today to do hair for a wedding. toowoomba is a pretty place.
~ cooked a nice dinner for ONE and am sitting on the couch near where andy is asleep on the matress which is currently on his loungeroom floor.

thinkgs that AREN'T happening in my life right now:

~ i didn't go to the movies or to dinner like i had planned because someone got smashed with his mates and forgot that he said he'd keep the night free to do stuff with me.


i have a really sudden and strong urge to shave my head again. if i do it, this time instead of staying dark, i think i may go platinum or a nice shade of green all over.
the only problem is that andy has specifically asked me not to shave my hair off. he's seen a photo of me from YEARS ago with it clipped down with a #3. usually i get only good comments about it.

i don't know if i want to do it just to spite him because of this weekend or if i genuinely want to do it... perhaps its a good thing i left my clippers at work this weekend.

i have to hang my washing. its cold outside tonight. and i'm reluctant to get into bed with him right now because i'm still peeved. but he is hugging my pillow and looking all cute. i could kick him sometimes if i knew it wouldn't really hurt him.

g'nite.
zn.