well, i got approved for the one bedroom apartment and i'm moving in on the 2nd of September! can't wait!!!
talked to andy last night about how i feel about him. i was so nervous. and emotional.
i guess i was nervous and scared because its been a really long time since i've felt like this about anyone. its safe to say its been about 7 or 8 years.
i think i was worried that he would find it all a bit overwhelming. or too much too soon... maybe that he doesn't feel the same way. i don't know. but he just hugged me and said he just wants me to be happy. i don't think he understood why i was so emotional about it all.
i don't throw "love' around. if i say it, its because i really mean it. i wanted to say it to him last night but i just couldn't find the words. silly huh? i fumbled around it in my own way and i'm certain he knows but i just couldn't say it in simple terms. i'm pretty sure i fell asleep still all teary. i have puffy eyes today lol. he woke me up to say goodbye thismorning, in his usual way, with little kisses all over my face. he really is pretty amazing. i'm very lucky to have him in my life.
he's picking me up soon so we can go vote early because i am working a killer 2 shifts on saturday... 9.30 - 4 at the salon then 6 - close (around 2 or 2.30) at the bar... then up early to drive to towoomba to do hair for a wedding. i've never been there before... i hope i don't get lost. andy is letting me take his car. i'm going to take him out to dinner and a movie sunday night i think.
hope you are all having a great day!
zn.xx
talked to andy last night about how i feel about him. i was so nervous. and emotional.
i guess i was nervous and scared because its been a really long time since i've felt like this about anyone. its safe to say its been about 7 or 8 years.
i think i was worried that he would find it all a bit overwhelming. or too much too soon... maybe that he doesn't feel the same way. i don't know. but he just hugged me and said he just wants me to be happy. i don't think he understood why i was so emotional about it all.
i don't throw "love' around. if i say it, its because i really mean it. i wanted to say it to him last night but i just couldn't find the words. silly huh? i fumbled around it in my own way and i'm certain he knows but i just couldn't say it in simple terms. i'm pretty sure i fell asleep still all teary. i have puffy eyes today lol. he woke me up to say goodbye thismorning, in his usual way, with little kisses all over my face. he really is pretty amazing. i'm very lucky to have him in my life.
he's picking me up soon so we can go vote early because i am working a killer 2 shifts on saturday... 9.30 - 4 at the salon then 6 - close (around 2 or 2.30) at the bar... then up early to drive to towoomba to do hair for a wedding. i've never been there before... i hope i don't get lost. andy is letting me take his car. i'm going to take him out to dinner and a movie sunday night i think.
hope you are all having a great day!
zn.xx
animal781829:
Congrats at getting the place!
haptics:
He may not have understood exactly why you were so emotional, but he seems to really care so that's awesome 