zombienik_o

so i ended up at the A&E last night. the rash got so bad that all under my chin was one giant swollen red mark. the spots are multiplying and they are incredibly itchy. i'm on a different cream and and taking phaenergan to calm it down a bit but its not getting much better. after taking blood samples and giving me a stronger steroid in tablet form i slept for a short amount of time and then they sent me home. i'm booked in to see a dermatologist in the morning to see if we can work out what it is and start treatment. i'm miserable and have lost my apetite but i'm making myself eat because i know i need to keep up my strength. i feel really dehydrated too.

andy was working all night and i haven't been able to see him. he has been messaging me every few hours to see how i am and if i need anything. i need hugs but i don't want to risk giving whatever i have to him. tho the docs don't think i'm contagious, i just don't want to risk it.

i think its bedtime... the phenergan has just started to kick in and i'm getting drowsy. it puts me in a really odd headspace. i'll update tomorrow when i get home from the docs. wish me luck!

zn