its been an eventful weekend and i still have two days to go!
my client from work gave my number to her artist friend who recently got a residency in an art gallery in ipswich. she is painting a collection of tattooed people, and wants me to be part of this! i'm going out on tuesday to be photographed by her. i'm really excited. i will be invited to the opening night of the exhibition and will recieve a print of the painting.
on another note... my ex husband contacted me again... i just want this divorce to be over with. i have moved on and i really wish he would too. it makes me wanna pull my hair out! GRRRRR!
goodnight sleep well.
zn.xx
ok so its a bit later and i've been chattig to andy. i miss him. a whole lot. i found out tonight from a few of his friends that his last girlfriend was a bit of a psycho. no i didn't ask thtem... they were more than willing to give me this info of their own accord. apparently she was emotionally abusive, tho andy has never mentioned this... just his friends. he never talks about her, which is fine with me but i'd love to at least know where i stand with him and it seems that because of whatever happened between them, he is reluctant to talk about his feelings. he avoids any mention of how he is feeling when it comes to me. i tell him i miss him... he changes the topic. its like he is afraid to even talk about it. and then i get all worked up over it and end up sd and crying because i don't know if i'm wasting my time or some stupid thing like that. i wish i knew how he feels
minda came over tonight and gave me snuggles. then we went to her work to check her roster for this week and listen to petey's band play. i chatted to brock for ages. he is a really nice guy. i wish i worked with more people. it'd be nice to have people who aren't my clients to talk to from time to time.it gets boring on my own.
i'm in a really blah mood now.its pouring rain and all i think of in this weather is andy. and balconies. and being naked on them. and snuggling.
and he is still stuck in london till this ash from the volcano eruptions clears up. 5 weeks is too long
my client from work gave my number to her artist friend who recently got a residency in an art gallery in ipswich. she is painting a collection of tattooed people, and wants me to be part of this! i'm going out on tuesday to be photographed by her. i'm really excited. i will be invited to the opening night of the exhibition and will recieve a print of the painting.
on another note... my ex husband contacted me again... i just want this divorce to be over with. i have moved on and i really wish he would too. it makes me wanna pull my hair out! GRRRRR!
goodnight sleep well.
zn.xx
ok so its a bit later and i've been chattig to andy. i miss him. a whole lot. i found out tonight from a few of his friends that his last girlfriend was a bit of a psycho. no i didn't ask thtem... they were more than willing to give me this info of their own accord. apparently she was emotionally abusive, tho andy has never mentioned this... just his friends. he never talks about her, which is fine with me but i'd love to at least know where i stand with him and it seems that because of whatever happened between them, he is reluctant to talk about his feelings. he avoids any mention of how he is feeling when it comes to me. i tell him i miss him... he changes the topic. its like he is afraid to even talk about it. and then i get all worked up over it and end up sd and crying because i don't know if i'm wasting my time or some stupid thing like that. i wish i knew how he feels
minda came over tonight and gave me snuggles. then we went to her work to check her roster for this week and listen to petey's band play. i chatted to brock for ages. he is a really nice guy. i wish i worked with more people. it'd be nice to have people who aren't my clients to talk to from time to time.it gets boring on my own.
i'm in a really blah mood now.its pouring rain and all i think of in this weather is andy. and balconies. and being naked on them. and snuggling.
and he is still stuck in london till this ash from the volcano eruptions clears up. 5 weeks is too long
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venillarose:
I am pretty sure we are going into the city for the Dawn service. I couldn't last year either because its too hard with little kids.
zombia:
thanks miss! xx