zombienik_o

i saw him on my way out last night... we were walking into the city to see in the new year with our friends, and have to walk past the club he works in. i saw him standing with his back to us...i immediately knew it was him, even at a distance. he turned as we got closer and he and i exchanged a few words. it was hard to keep the smile on my face. i wanted to walk over to him and kiss him and slap him all at once. i still don't understand how he managed to get under my skin so easily and so much. i know how he is perceived by my friends. mostly they don't like him. i guess i just saw another side of him in the short time we spent together. i miss that.

hmm... this isn't what i thought i'd be writing about in my first post of the new year... i never plan it... you get what comes out of my head when i log in, uninterrupted, unedited.

i did have a good night tho. i spent the new year with sarey and tree, mikee and clara...and the usual irish crew. Berst and Jabba were good. i caught up with heaps of people i haven't seen in ages. i got asked if i was a lesbian by a friend of a friend, to which i replied : i'm bi... she decided that was great and asked for quick kiss. i think her name was christina.

tomorrow i'm going skating with MissMinda, as long as the rain stays away. even if it doesn't, i think i'd like to be outside. i'm feeling a little cooped up and i can't really afford to do anything that requires cash at the moment since i don't go back to work till the 6th and i'm only casual at work so i don't get holiday pay. i think i'll make the effort to go down the coast sometime around my birthday tho, and try to organise a new piercing if Sinaminn is available to do it for me.

i believe it may be shower time now. then i will crawl back into bed and rest for a while. i feel less than average after my boozing last night. i even had a good vom... which i NEVER do from drinking... i feel rather gross.

nn.xx