zombienik_o

i made a decision a while ago to be totally myself... and by totally myself i mean straight up and honest even if it means offending others...MOST of my friends know i'm like this and accept me as i am (apparently i often have very little tact... but they tell me thats what they love about me...nawwwwww)... i mean, i'd rather be in shit or hated or whatever for being totally me and calling it as i see it, than bullshitting to people and only telling half truths. i have found that this kind of behaviour disarms peope a little bit...catches them off guard... tho i guess you're dammed if you do and you're dammed if you don't.

peobably what i mean is this:

if you can't handle me calling it like i see it/being completely honest/having little to no tact... then don't bother trying to be my friend because i won't change myself for you.

AND...

if you can't be honest and up front with me... then don't bother trying to be my friend because i won't be bothered wasting my time on you.

perhaps this is harsh but its how i roll... i'm really tired of people who thrive on drama. i don't need it in my life.

ok, ok... i'm off my soapbox now...

i'm feeding PIG a nice big rat or two tomorrow nite... then i'll give her a bath on the weekend i think. she is growing so much and is sooooooo beautiful.

MissMinda is one of my favourite people in the world right now. all i can say is thank you!. i am not sure she knows just how much i appreciate her... so i'm posting it here so that she and everyone else who reads this will know just how much.



R.A.D. ... that is all.

nn.