i believe its time to stop going out so much. i'm a little tired of all the drama that has been/is still/will continue to go on...
i'm kinda of the opinion that if you are in a shitty mood... THEN STAY THE FUCK HOME!!! ... don't make everyone elses night shitty too, by being a mopey little bitch.
i got to see W for all of 6 1/2 minutes tonight. then got bailed on by all my friends and had to leave because W was working so its not like i could hang with him at all (or at least for more than a minute or so), and i didn't really feel like staying by myself...
and i still really don't feel like being by myself tonight but thats the way it goes.
there are some confusing things happening around me atm...
i'm almost of the opinion that i need to become a hermit for a while...there are some people around me atm that i know are really bad for me and i know better than to go there but it still doesn't stop me from wanting to... i guess i am finally learning restraint...at least to some degree.
i'm kinda of the opinion that if you are in a shitty mood... THEN STAY THE FUCK HOME!!! ... don't make everyone elses night shitty too, by being a mopey little bitch.
i got to see W for all of 6 1/2 minutes tonight. then got bailed on by all my friends and had to leave because W was working so its not like i could hang with him at all (or at least for more than a minute or so), and i didn't really feel like staying by myself...
and i still really don't feel like being by myself tonight but thats the way it goes.
there are some confusing things happening around me atm...
i'm almost of the opinion that i need to become a hermit for a while...there are some people around me atm that i know are really bad for me and i know better than to go there but it still doesn't stop me from wanting to... i guess i am finally learning restraint...at least to some degree.
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zombienik_o:
ok so i was really tired when i wrote that ^^ but i suppose i was referring to the not good for me people more in a i want but really know i shouldn't have kinda way... not my circle of friends...perhaps i shouldn't write while i'm so tired...lol
tireoghain:
Made perfect sense to me. But I'm good at subtext. And had the inside scoop. But still, sleep writing is great, don't stop.