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the sarey girl gave me an awesome gift today... i'll set the scene...

we are both addicted to all things stationary related... and a while ago we were doing a sopt of shopping and foundourselves in KIKKI.K. as you can imagine we got a little bit excited and ooh'd and ahh'd over all the books and notepads and pens etc... anyways, we came across a...
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zombienik_o:
thanks wyn smile
i know i want him... and i am prepared to wait... for a little while (tho it will probably be longer than a little while... i know what i'm like lol) i'm just hoping he is being honest in telling me to wait rather than trying to let me down gently... i'm so not confident about the situation puke
reach:
I hope he does not screw you around Nik, good luck hon smile
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i need to get away for a while... or at least find a distraction...

stupid empty hollow feeling.


and a few tears that have made the mascara that was once nicely coating my long lashes slide down my cheeks and leave its muddy footprints behind.
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urielquinn:
I'm feeling the same with the whole get away thing.
Lets hope it works out for the both of us.
smile
aaronsrod:
oh dear me love this all sounds rather tragic, I hope things pick up for you real quick pretty girl
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so i promised a few pics and here they are...
this is the view from the grassy patch at the back of the appartment building i live in... the Brisbane River... it's quite pretty in the evenings. the bridge you can see is the Storey Bridge... i travel along the river every morning on my way to work... its a nice way to start my...
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crimsonpetals:
I ferry it some times, but like at 7am!!!tongue No one should be going anywhere that early in my book lol. I'm heading to the races this weekend so I may or may not be out and about!A drink or 3 should definately happen soon though biggrin Should go to the shafston and have a beer with the tradies hahahahahahaha
zombienik_o:
hehe yeah the shafston is about a 2 minute walk from my front door! ...ok maybe a 3 minnute walk biggrin
have a 4 day weekend this weekend! no work till thursday! woohoo!!!

and you're right nobody should even have to open their eyes at that time of day! boo hiss to early mornings!

have fun at the races miss! i'll have to get around to going one of these days... i've never ever been!
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i believe it's too nice a day to stay indoors so i think i'm going to take my camera and go for a stroll... sit on the the riverbank and take photos...

i'll post pics later just for something different...

nn.xx
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zombienik_o:
yes... its a phoenix... most people think its a dragon >.. glad i could be of assistance!

i didn't get many good pics... i'll take a few more on my way to work tomorrow or maybe this evening. the river looks great at night!
nessieoutlaw:
thanks for the comment on ly blog, unfortunately all of my other girlfriends live hours away. and we all have crazy schedules, so talking to them on the phonse is nearly impossible. but i didnt talk to my mom a bit today, and she did help a lot.
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well i put it out there... all my cards on the table... and now i'm thinking that it wasn't such a good idea... while W didn't do a major retreat... he did do a small one...

says he wants to talk about it but can't guarantee it will be this week... which means, i think, that i probably won't hear from him again.

and so...
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urielquinn:
Aww... crap.
*hugs*

Here's hoping the lad comes round for the talk.
zombienik_o:
thanks UQ... i hate the sick feeling...hope it ends either way soon...
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ARRR!!! stoopid internet connection!

so last night was crazy

i might have participated in innapropriate workplace practices...but it was fun and very naughty! and i enjoyed myself immensely!!!

noone knows for sure what actually happened... tho i am pretty certain they have their suspicions... i mean we were in a club full of people and W was supposed to be working...but technically speaking... he was at...
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haptics:
I say go for it on both accounts.
Maybe it's just me though but I'm feeling sick about the what if's in my life at the moment.
zombienik_o:
the what if's always make me feel sick! i know i'll feel better either way after i put it all out on the table but it's the lead up that is so nerve wracking!!!

i have tried the subtle approach but its not working... i should know better...lol

cup o concrete time methinks!
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ok...so... 2 more nights spent hanging with W. dinner tonight... sushi smile seeing him again tomoz! i kinda feel a bit like a school girl haha but i'm excited and excited is a nice way to be.

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blade_seduction:
Hell yeah it is!!!!! smile
shi:
those eyes and that cheeky smile...he should be the one geeking out over you. Sure this lad is somewhere dreaming of you.xo
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faith was fun on saturday nite!!! drank with the sarey girl and danced the night away... got sexy messages from a sexy boy... spent this evening with him, playing getting to know you games and 20 questions...i think its LUST, just quietly.

nn.xx
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urielquinn:
Nothing wrong with a little bit of lust. smile
haptics:
Getting to know you games are so much fun, a very exciting time.
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ok so now i'm leaking in a teary kind of way.

a good friend of mine... someone who i respect and care alot about has just sent me a text message saying that he has to delete my number from him phone because his current girlfriend is upset at him having any contact with me...
yes it true that he and i were once fuck...
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blade_seduction:
fuck that sounded insensitive :$.. Sowwy Nik. You know how i feel but!
zombienik_o:
lol yeah mister i do know...
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i'm house sitting at the moment... but all i want is to be back at my cosy little apartment, with my bed and my stuff... tho the internet connection here is super amazing when compared with mine at home...

i arrived to find a beautiful bunch of orchids on the table... this apartment smells so nice right now!

i'm here mainly to look after Lily...
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alchemy333:
Ooh, what horror are you gonna watch? I need some new dvd's of the scary variety. Still trying to get my hands on a copy of Plane Dead.
zombienik_o:
well the movie was a complete waste of time... do not... i repeat DO NOT watch House of the Dead... it was the worst zombie flick i have EVER seen... i lmao all the way thru it! plus i think i groaned better than the zombies! tongue
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well here i am snuggled up on the couch... watching firefly, eating cheese and crackers, drinking tea and trying to not cough up a lung or two... hmm, my head hurts.

someone come play with me ... i'm ever so bored ... i've been cooped up in the house for far too long now and i need human contact!

ps... i'll even provide a face...
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zombienik_o:
iooh i <3 tiramasu!!! yum! i'm so jealous! (tho i actually have a late night hankering for icecream again!)
urielquinn:
Yay for Firefly.
I hope you get better soon.
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the weekend has been interesting...

it was kurty's 21st birthday and the sarey girl and the jesse monster and i helped him celebrate by drinking a ridiculous amount of vodka and dancing badly to fabulous music!

this resulted in the sarey girl, the jesse monster and i jumping on the trampoline till we fell down, kissed a little bit, groped and tickled our way into...
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alchemy333:
Holy hell! I just checked your pictures and found your snake!! Yep, that will probably freak out the real estate.
But it is mighty impressive though.
zombienik_o:
hehe yeah fun pic huh! she's awesome! i love her to bits! ... and the real estate didn't seem to mind lol...