so my best friend moved away yesterday. we have been friends for 12 years now. she moved over 900 miles from me. i feel so lost with out her all ready. then my other good freind tried to kill herself 2 weeks ago. luckily it did'nt work. then my father inlaw passed away about a month ago. i have not had a good month. i just want to cry but i am not that emo...

You certainly have my sympathies for the bad run you've had.