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i found out i have hpilora it's a bacteria usually caused by ulcers in the stomach. well now i know i'm not a hypocondirack. i know thats not how it's spelled but that's o.k. the doc's putting me on meds to get rid of the bacteria. Hopefully this works.

How come no one can do things for theirselves. i feel like i take care of everyone. all the time and i don't even have kids. i plan and organize and do thigns for people if i am aloud to do it. i want a day off form that. i wish i was lazy or had no enthusiasm.

i think i gonna have to get a second job to afford the gas prices. right now we spending 60 to 80 a week and we havent really been driving anywhere but work. when my new salon opens in 2 or 3 weeks i hopefully be working 50 hours a week and maybe i have some extra cash. my cats in heat and she wont...
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well i found out i don't have any bladder problems i'm waiting on my kindney results now. it's suppose to rain and snow here this week-end ohio has some fucked up weather. i want to move away from here. 2 weeks until the casualties show i'm excited......

i'm very happy, because tomorrow my father n law gets to come home from the hospital he's been in there for 3 months with lukemia he is in remission and they are suppose to send him to indy hospital for a month to do a bone marrow transplant. but thats a good sign. it makes my husband less stressed and feel better which makes me...
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I'm off work all weekend. that never happens. i don't know what to do with myself. probably nothing since i'm broke i have to pay for my car thats in the shop next week and i still need another 100 to cover that, so i'll be stuck in the house all weekend. funfun...

so i found out why i've been sick. i have an ulcer and it sucks. no alchol or spicy food or caffine. that's everything in my diet. i wish i t would stop raining around here i want to go walk my dogs and my self. rain is depressing i'd rather it be cold than rain.

i am f-ing sick again. this time it's food poisoning. i hate feeling like shit all the time. well maybe it will help me loose more weight cuz now i'm afraid to eat.

well today is goin to be fun it is easter. i have to go be fake happy to our familys at there homes. i find it funny that no one in our immidate familys goes to church or speaks of there religon. but yet they have a huge dinner, hunt eggs, tell there children of an easter bunny and wear pastels on easter sunday every...
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Tonight is national drinking night for me cuz i am irish red hair, plae skin and blue eyes thats me and i started drinking at 12 today.

well hummm. i found out today that my franchise owner wants me to co manange to store for him. money.money.money. but i will never be home that sucks.... i love doing hair. i wish i could do it from home and still make 500 to 700 a week.. i need a haircut 2. i hope sumone can cut it for me tomorrow at work..

i feel like shit today. i think i have that damn flu thats going around. i am off tomorrow hopefully i'll feel better.