I'm going to load you up with some pictures, and then a short entry:
So I had pre-ordered the new katy Perry nail polish by OPI and I finally got it!!
It's not as pretty as I thought it would be, but the black shatter is neato!
and for you perverts out there:
I know, I know, enough with the pictures already!! So to take you back a little:
Ever wonder what really makes you happy? What you live for? Your passions, and do you give into your passion, do you express how you feel enough? I am usually a very happy girl, although in the last several months I have been plagued with what seemed like a never ending downward spiral. The constant pressure to be this "perfect" yet Non-fictional character in life. Is it possible? No, but I'd rather be real, and be "me" even if that means disappointing the rest of the world. I believe "hurt" is a part of every day life, so why run from it? Nobody wants to be hurt, but are you sure that that's the outcome of the situation? Maybe I live in a fantasy, but damnit I enjoy the little fantasy I live in hee hee
Sometimes I try to put myself in my daughter's shoes. Growing up with Down syndrome in a society like today's. I think in reality that it's harder for me, than it will ever be for her. I have no doubt in my mind that she will succeed in anything and everything she does. She's beautiful and smart. She's passionate in what she loves, and her smile could melt you in your tracks. Sometimes I want to scream at the ignorant, those who say hurtful things to me, or about her, but then I think "Wow, aren't I the lucky one who got this little girl, not you!" Don't baby me over the fact! I'm a big girl. Even though I'm a big girl, it's killing me to think about her heart surgery next week! I wish I could keep my mind off of things for at least a little while. I want to have a slumber party
I'm going to make this short, but sweet, with a hint of sour. So I have a big event coming up next week and it seems to me like I can't catch a break, so the least people can do is be nice to me. IF I find out that you're a self-centered liar, or an obsessive weirdo, I won't talk to you. I love it when people use my kindness to their advantage and then take advantage of me! I'm being VERY sarcastic, and I'm just venting. Have a fucking heart for fuck's sake! And on that note, I'm going to make some hot chocolate and finish my article I'm writing. I hope everyone is having a pleasant evening and such. *kisses*
So I had pre-ordered the new katy Perry nail polish by OPI and I finally got it!!
It's not as pretty as I thought it would be, but the black shatter is neato!
and for you perverts out there:
I know, I know, enough with the pictures already!! So to take you back a little:
Ever wonder what really makes you happy? What you live for? Your passions, and do you give into your passion, do you express how you feel enough? I am usually a very happy girl, although in the last several months I have been plagued with what seemed like a never ending downward spiral. The constant pressure to be this "perfect" yet Non-fictional character in life. Is it possible? No, but I'd rather be real, and be "me" even if that means disappointing the rest of the world. I believe "hurt" is a part of every day life, so why run from it? Nobody wants to be hurt, but are you sure that that's the outcome of the situation? Maybe I live in a fantasy, but damnit I enjoy the little fantasy I live in hee hee
Sometimes I try to put myself in my daughter's shoes. Growing up with Down syndrome in a society like today's. I think in reality that it's harder for me, than it will ever be for her. I have no doubt in my mind that she will succeed in anything and everything she does. She's beautiful and smart. She's passionate in what she loves, and her smile could melt you in your tracks.
Sometimes I want to scream at the ignorant, those who say hurtful things to me, or about her, but then I think "Wow, aren't I the lucky one who got this little girl, not you!" Don't baby me over the fact! I'm a big girl. Even though I'm a big girl, it's killing me to think about her heart surgery next week! I wish I could keep my mind off of things for at least a little while. I want to have a slumber partyI'm going to make this short, but sweet, with a hint of sour. So I have a big event coming up next week and it seems to me like I can't catch a break, so the least people can do is be nice to me. IF I find out that you're a self-centered liar, or an obsessive weirdo, I won't talk to you. I love it when people use my kindness to their advantage and then take advantage of me! I'm being VERY sarcastic, and I'm just venting. Have a fucking heart for fuck's sake! And on that note, I'm going to make some hot chocolate and finish my article I'm writing. I hope everyone is having a pleasant evening and such. *kisses*
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BTW what is the stripey thing you are wearin..I love it
A girl I went to school with ordered that Katy Perry stuff too
I can't wait for your exciting event next WEEK
And woo hoo to Slumber Parites!!