Sunday Jan 16, 2011

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So my mom came to stay with me last night to help me with Violet. We had pizza and acted like teenagers at a sleepover. It was nice. Then we got up super early and went and spent loads at Target. It was nice to see her, and Violet had a good time.

My foots not healing. It's bleeding a lot and I'm in so much pain. Violet cries because I can't pick her up, and she doesn't understand what's going on. I have to get better like ASAP because her surgery is in two weeks.

I wish could sleep at night, but when I do finally fall asleep I have nightmares. I guess it's complicated. I want to feel good. I want to smile. I want to be taken care of, and not have to beg for it from anyone.

Complaining gets me nowhere

And might I add, I'm tired of people's cruel intentions. I'm a human being for fuck's sake! But fuck it.

On another note, Happy Sunday and all that jazz. I'm going to hide in my bed for awhile.pukeblackeyedfrownmad
Oh and ifanyone has any versions of "I shot the sheriff" whether it be Marley, Clapton, Warren G, whatever and you'd be able to email me a copy, please let me know because I had all of those versions and can't find my cds, and Violet needs that song to calm her down when she's upset. Thank you muchnesskiss
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_felix_:
actually hun, you don't want them to stitch it up at this point..once a wound has been open for a certain amount of time it's dangerous to close it back up because you risk the fact that you're sewing up bacteria that's gotten in to the wound from having been open so long. it's not a good Idea...perhaps butterfly strips but no stitches.

if you aren't already, make sure you prop it up with pillows. you should be trying to keep it above your heart,especially if it's still bleeding some.
scphantm:
iif only i was closer kitty, id come take care of ya =-)

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