zombiekittybot

I'm a silly girl

SO is my Bat Girl!

So I had some really shitty couple of days. Yesterday I was showering, my little one eating a snack in her playroom. I heard my house alarm start to go off, so I jumped out of the shower, and ran out into the living room frantic. I come out to two men standing in my living room(me naked and soaked). One was talking to my child. I freaked out and screamed " Who in the hell are you?" They told me they were from Roto Rooter and that the people that I rent from told them they could just come right in. I know this is bullshit because the people I rent from know I have a house alarm and that anyone that comes over, needs to make an appointment. So here I stand naked and freaked out. I grab a blanket and throw it around myself. I didn't know what to do and I was embarrassed to say the least. I'm yelling at them...told them they couldn't just let themselves in, and it was clear that someone was home: A: because my car was in the driveway and B: because you could clearly hear my music playing. They didn't even apologize. I told them to get out, and picked up my phone to call the people I rent from. I was in tears. I told the girl what had happened and she apologized and assured me that they did not tell them that they could just come in. I explained to her that I was super embarrassed that two dudes just walked in my house and saw me naked(neither of them tried to look away) and my little girl was playing while I was trying to shower. I was more pissed that I can't leave my kid to play alone in my own house for fear that some strangers are just going to walk in my house and do God knows what. I mean what if these guys would have attacked me or my kid, or what if I freaked out and attacked them. Neither of them had name tags or Roto Rooter shirts on, so they could have been anyone. She told me she would have the issue taken care of and that I would be getting some kind of something to make up for it. Now you may be thinking that it's not that big of a deal, but last year some crazy ass guy broke into my house and attacked me in front of my kid. Hints why i have an alarm. Ever since then, I've been a bit terrified. So I was up all night having flash backs, and I pretty much spazzed on anyone I talked to. I didn't want to be alone. When I did finally get to sleep I had nightmares. So that's one of the main reasons I've been so emotional. I think if someone broke into your house and attacked you in front of your toddler, and then something like this happened, you'd freak out too. And the pathetic thing is, it was over something so small and IDK why in the hell Roto Rooter was at my house anyways. And why were they just standing there chatting with my little one?! Anyways, so I think I've managed to calm myself down a bit. I took myself shopping in Nashville after a show tonight, and went to Sephora and Betsey Johnson, and I also got some of my favorite tea from Teavana. Got me some makeup, a new purse, a winter hat, some earrings, a necklace, and some amazing cranberry vanilla oil to burn. Shopping always tends to raise a girl's spirits. I didn't want to be alone tonight, so my friend Steph came over and we had a drink and sat around chatting.
Hopefully I can get some sleep tonight. I could really use it! Here's my song for the day:

So I'm sorry if I've been an emotional wreck...I could use a hug