zombieheadbitey

It is 2304 here. I should be asleep. But you know what, fuck that shit. I do what I want. I'm leaving the Army in four weeks. It's terrifying, utterly terrifying to think about, but also liberating at the same time. I've been in for 2 years, and stuck in a place that has driven me to drink. Sometimes I also think about burning the damn place down, but that is a lot of effort and I'm too lazy/broken to really do anything.



I wish I had tape so I can fake my smile during the day. I have also found I'm happier lately knowing I'm leaving. Thank you baby jesus.