Cold
Depressed
Bored
Sore
Bruised
Broke
Stressed
Lonely
Alone
This is me right now
Im trying to think of something positive. Heres one thing, a friend of mine is getting me a digital recording and editing program. So then I can record into my computer some of the songs Ive written. I tried to write some new stuff (lyrics) but I think I have writers block or something. I cant even think of anything interesting to say here.
I read through some of my poetry and lyrics that I wrote back when I was in school, that stuff is so much better then what Im doing now. Maybe it was the inspiration I found from interaction with other people. I dont get to see many people now except for the few that work with me overnight, and none of them are really into the things Im into. Damn I really need to get out and do something maybe go to a club or a concert, but I cant Im broke.
Tired of my whining yet? Its ok Im almost done.
Work sucks. They just told us that were not going to get the extra dollar an hour that we normally get during the holiday season. (oct.-jan.) I was really looking forward to the extra money too. Oh well. I am starting a second job so I guess that will make up for it. I need a new car. Does anyone want to give me theirs? Im worried that mine is going to fall apart any day now, and with winter coming that really sucks.
Are nightmares normal? Every night? Is it normal to have no appetite at all? Is it normal to yell at the mirror? Is it normal to be so stressed? Is it normal to want to be normal, and at the same time want to be accepted for being different? Is therapy helpful? Oh thats right, Im too broke for therapy, maybe Ill just start drinking. lol.
-zombiehead
Depressed
Bored
Sore
Bruised
Broke
Stressed
Lonely
Alone
This is me right now
Im trying to think of something positive. Heres one thing, a friend of mine is getting me a digital recording and editing program. So then I can record into my computer some of the songs Ive written. I tried to write some new stuff (lyrics) but I think I have writers block or something. I cant even think of anything interesting to say here.
I read through some of my poetry and lyrics that I wrote back when I was in school, that stuff is so much better then what Im doing now. Maybe it was the inspiration I found from interaction with other people. I dont get to see many people now except for the few that work with me overnight, and none of them are really into the things Im into. Damn I really need to get out and do something maybe go to a club or a concert, but I cant Im broke.
Tired of my whining yet? Its ok Im almost done.
Work sucks. They just told us that were not going to get the extra dollar an hour that we normally get during the holiday season. (oct.-jan.) I was really looking forward to the extra money too. Oh well. I am starting a second job so I guess that will make up for it. I need a new car. Does anyone want to give me theirs? Im worried that mine is going to fall apart any day now, and with winter coming that really sucks.
Are nightmares normal? Every night? Is it normal to have no appetite at all? Is it normal to yell at the mirror? Is it normal to be so stressed? Is it normal to want to be normal, and at the same time want to be accepted for being different? Is therapy helpful? Oh thats right, Im too broke for therapy, maybe Ill just start drinking. lol.
-zombiehead