zombiehead2

why don't i have those dreams where i fly anymore?

i need to get away from everything.
leave this life, and find a new one.
need a new start.

so many things holding me down.
some real, some imagined.
still, i feel so trapped.

is everyone in the world insane, or is it just me?

ive decided that retarded monkeys could work better then most of the people i work with. no, this is not the beginning of a rant; its just a statement of fact.

my head hurts...

damn it. i hate money. i don't have any, but everyone wants me to give them some anyways. the two job thing doesn't work well with me, but i guess i'll have to try again...

i have to stop teaching my little brother how to fight. he's getting too damn good. haha. on sat. we were goofing around play fighting or whatever, and he actually...
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so i finally draged my ass out of the house today. went to see the lords of acid show, and it was pretty cool. froze my ass off waiting to get in though, don't know why i keep showing up so early for concerts. you would think that after a few years i would learn to wait until the doors open or something, cause i...
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sitting and trying to think of what to say.....
boring week.
work sucks.
lacking sleep.
cold.
this chair is uncomfortable.
bills suck.
it's a mess in here.
listening to jack off jill.
hmm...

next week i'll get the last of what i need to start recording my music. it's been a long time since i recorded my own stuff. it should be cool though, i'll...
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so i have a dream about strange creatures crawling all over me, and i wake up with a couple of scratches on my face. strange. true.

busy playing the part of an insomniac...

damn, i'm a dumbass. i put my journal update in the comments for the last entry. don't bother going backwards to see it, it was stupid. ha, i'm stupid when i'm tired. i'm tired. but i'm not going to sleep.


What do little zombies play?
Corpse and robbers.

lacking focus...