zombiefetish

I fucking hate the bitch... My life is slowly spiraling and she knows it but still pushes to make my life a living hell. I'm slowly but surely become "the problem child" and the few things and people that keep me from slipping are getting harder and harder to find.

I want to be far far away from here

I don't even feel like trying anymore because no matter how much I do right... it accounts for nothing they're all making it painfully obvious... I'm losing myself, my mind is unravelling like a dropped spool of ribbon. I don't remember what stability and serenity felt like. I just want something to make it all go away.


Sometimes I wish I could dissapear and everyone would just forget about me.. Because the ones that supposedly care are fucking two-faced and fake. And the ones that really do care, are getting their image dragged down just for being there for me.. I don't know how to do this anymore.