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for the first time ever, I own a group on sg-- Stitch and Bitch

pretty neat.

it occurs to me that I really am an old lady because I am excited to spend halloween handing out stickers to trick-or-treaters.

I had three dreams last night that won't leave me.
1. I was trying on expensive clothing. I had every intention of buying whatever I decided to buy, but I knew that I couldn't afford as much as I was trying on. there was some kind of commotion and everyone had to leave (looking back, it feels like a fire alarm or something). I left everything I had, like my other clothing, but I felt terrible for stealing the clothing I was wearing-- the clothing I was trying on when everyone had to leave.
2 my guy and I were smoking. that was the whole thing. we were sitting on our back stoop and we were both quietly smoking. he hasn't smoked in years and I rarely do.
3. I was cutting onions, and they were rotten on the inside. they looked normal on the outside, but then I cut into them and they were black and soft. cutting them did not make me cry, but I kept cutting more and they weren't any different.

they aren't exactly flattering. hopefully I'm just nervous.