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stoner ramblings:
If I

Active decision making
Considering alternatives and consquences

As if externally

No attachment to momentary desires

Like studying,
Sure reading might not be first choice
But decision to do well in class compels even a momentary discomfort

Most of those are easy, because we are firmly decided in the end goal—at least an intermediate goal. Sometimes, we are so firmly decided that we don’t even begin to consider alternatives or their consquences. the contrary decision only brings to mind positive and desirable consequences of the favored position

Eric becoming aloof 120 hour a week silk stocking attorney
Children have a vague idea from pictures, cold posed and published

Angie becoming the washed out an angry old woman pushing paper paper puchser drunk with a flask in the desk drawer

Heroin addicts

The cleregy

What is the end goal? What if I don’t know the end goal? Or even how to begin to achieve it

The decision is important. I know that much. I know it well enough that the consequences are…

It’s so important that consquences are decision making ness

But I don’t know what I want

Eric uts the dogs outside so he doesn’t care their hair on his pantlegs

Angie opens yet another beer

The junkie lets the bills get behind

The not yet nun plans her daily routine around prayer and worship

They don’t seem like big decisions, because they aren’t the obvious end cgoals. We usually think that the end goals are the big decisions

But they are equally compelling, service different goals, feel right
They are all right decisions, and they are all good decisions

It all depends on what we want. What do we want? Does it matter? If I knew those things mattered, would I do them differently?

Do any of these situations involve more misery? Do any involve more joy?

Bliss and misery can be
Just because they are more short does not mean they are
End quantity via denitity
A mile wide and an ich deep. A nanomater wide and eternity deep.

When you’ve felt the intensity of bliss, can the horrible sadness be worthwhile? When you’ve felt the luke warm intermediate tired worthless thin thin thin static neutral colorless, can you stand to lose either end?

One decision may be more neautral. One may be more intense. If

The closer to intensity maintained, the more immediate the bliss

Explains things like bipolar and being boring

Long term effect = time (how long does it last?)
At one point in time. Fourth dimesion is time….
Can I make a four dim ensional graph?

Time—the moment it crosses your eye, pen, the pixels in the screen

Time

Graphing three dimensions by hand is hard
Addicts we are all addicted

Backwards Thesaurus combine adjectives


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