I have done pretty much nothing of value this weekend.
avoidance is a wonderful thing, but only for as long as one can succeed. unfortunately, like most of us, my ability to avoid will expire-- namely, in class when I am not prepared.
on the one hand, I'm doing a lot of not feeling like feeling because of my health stuff. on the other, I don't want my health to fuck up my career. I don't want to hide behind my health, blaming educational failure on organ failure.
to do today:
take medication
refill pill sorter
eat
clean up dog pen
feed the dogs
clean
study study study study
I should also probably shower and brush my teeth. getting dressed, on the other hand.... maybe while I'm cleaning the dog pen.
avoidance is a wonderful thing, but only for as long as one can succeed. unfortunately, like most of us, my ability to avoid will expire-- namely, in class when I am not prepared.
on the one hand, I'm doing a lot of not feeling like feeling because of my health stuff. on the other, I don't want my health to fuck up my career. I don't want to hide behind my health, blaming educational failure on organ failure.
to do today:
take medication
refill pill sorter
eat
clean up dog pen
feed the dogs
clean
study study study study
I should also probably shower and brush my teeth. getting dressed, on the other hand.... maybe while I'm cleaning the dog pen.
giggles:
I haven't done much either, just look up things on the internet that I forgot to do all week