everyone go say happy birthday to my friend,
John.
(he's on sg every day, even though he pretends otherwise)
drugs:
SPOILERS! (Click to view)in other news, I started taking prozac about three weeks ago. I am no stranger to psychotropic medication, but I had been on a pretty good cocktail since I went off everything this past July. then I got in fights with everyone. I got in a fight with another driver, I got in a fight with a professor, and I got in a fight with the guy at the pharmacy. so they put me on prozac.
I love the pharmacy. I love picking up my crazy meds and plan b and paying with cash getting cranky when the atm doesn't work.
so anyway. I started taking prozac. things aren't bad, but they also aren't good. today, I flat out just didn't care. I didn't feel like studying. I didn't feel like studying not because I was tired or brain sore or wanted to do something else. I just didn't want to *do* anything. ever again.
apparently the prozac is working too well.
I hate drugs.
school is good. I always feel like I could be doing more. I haven't thrown since school started. that blows.
I vaguely want to date, except that I can't date. I am either single or I am married. I am in love with everyone. it's stupid, really, falling all over myself for every imperfect being. we are all so beautiful.
(sigh)
I took a picture yesterday morning. it's not an exceptional picture. I wouldn't even say it's good. it's been on the site around 36 hours, and 230 people have looked at it. it has the exact same number of views as a six month old almost-nude shot.
(I changed a lot of my flickr permissions, specifically in regards to photos of my family. I have updated contacts accordingly.)
not that that is really parenthetical.
I just want to feel something.
*hides paddle*
Nope. You're not in trouble.
-TM
-TM