Have you ever had to stop and check to make sure your heart is still beating?
I feel like I have to everyday, replacing you with a new lover didn't make things any easier,
my whole world moves in slow motion and you're always on my brain, you're in my dreams and I'm haunted by you, with everything as a reminder of our last few hours together.
I'm only human, and as human, I'm not always the best at forgiving or forgetting .. So where do I go from here? Where do we go from here? My heart is broken and yours is .. what still intact? I know you don't think of me, or maybe I'm wrong, maybe you do? Its been 3 months and time isn't slowing pain any at all, in fact I feel it growing more, there's just this giant void in my heart that you used to fill .. I stopped believing in love, until I found you .. I loved you .. no I STILL love you so much that its hard to think. I hate that random girls or maybe a new permanent girl lay in my spot next to you in your bed at night .. I'm sure the smell of me on your sheets has faded and filled with the scent of others .. that's life, it's not so great all the time, but at times its amazing and that's why I still have a pulse and I know my heart is still beating, slow, but beating .. and unfortunately it's still with you, you walked away with it when I lost you I lost a big part of me.
Sorry I've been so sad lately, life is just strange sometimes. I'm sure I'll get through it, but right now it just hurts ..
In other new I shot an amazing new multi with Vayda it turned out perfect and I'm so so excited! We couldn't have done it without the best of the best, miss alissa.
I also have another set coming out the 18th of this month called "slow motion" shot by thelabrat
Poetic Justice is still in member review and it's doing awesome, so thank you all and once again to Alissa as always.
I've been getting tattooed a lot lately, I get my left thigh done at hell city by an old friend of mine and I have one session left to finish up my left sleeve and I'll be emailing Durb soon about my Freddy Krueger tattoo.
The friends I've made off SG and this website help me get through things sometimes and I want to thank you all so much for just being so awesome all the time and this website for letting me do something I always wanted to do!
I'm on tumblr all the time here's some randoms from there
If you wanna find me on there just go here
Well, goodnight everyone, better blogs later I swear
xo
Zombie
I feel like I have to everyday, replacing you with a new lover didn't make things any easier,
my whole world moves in slow motion and you're always on my brain, you're in my dreams and I'm haunted by you, with everything as a reminder of our last few hours together.
I'm only human, and as human, I'm not always the best at forgiving or forgetting .. So where do I go from here? Where do we go from here? My heart is broken and yours is .. what still intact? I know you don't think of me, or maybe I'm wrong, maybe you do? Its been 3 months and time isn't slowing pain any at all, in fact I feel it growing more, there's just this giant void in my heart that you used to fill .. I stopped believing in love, until I found you .. I loved you .. no I STILL love you so much that its hard to think. I hate that random girls or maybe a new permanent girl lay in my spot next to you in your bed at night .. I'm sure the smell of me on your sheets has faded and filled with the scent of others .. that's life, it's not so great all the time, but at times its amazing and that's why I still have a pulse and I know my heart is still beating, slow, but beating .. and unfortunately it's still with you, you walked away with it when I lost you I lost a big part of me.
Sorry I've been so sad lately, life is just strange sometimes. I'm sure I'll get through it, but right now it just hurts ..
In other new I shot an amazing new multi with Vayda it turned out perfect and I'm so so excited! We couldn't have done it without the best of the best, miss alissa.
I also have another set coming out the 18th of this month called "slow motion" shot by thelabrat
Poetic Justice is still in member review and it's doing awesome, so thank you all and once again to Alissa as always.
I've been getting tattooed a lot lately, I get my left thigh done at hell city by an old friend of mine and I have one session left to finish up my left sleeve and I'll be emailing Durb soon about my Freddy Krueger tattoo.
The friends I've made off SG and this website help me get through things sometimes and I want to thank you all so much for just being so awesome all the time and this website for letting me do something I always wanted to do!
I'm on tumblr all the time here's some randoms from there
If you wanna find me on there just go here
Well, goodnight everyone, better blogs later I swear
xo
Zombie
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p.s The new set is is vintage Z. I love it.