Trying to relearn how to think because of a 7-10 year sentence with pills and alcohol. And i better do this fast. Shit, man, ive been to rehab. Ive been to AA and NA ive been to church. And all i want to do is be selfish and suck the life out of every moment. I don't want to grow up, all the grown ups i know are fucking miserable. I want to be taken care of and i want hugs. I want a few large dogs and some cats and a horse (of course) i want the freedom to walk naked from the shower to my bedroom or the kitchen. Oh and i want to buy cereal without a lecture and disapproving glare. It would also be nice to have a tv so i could watch the travel channel and Chopped. Is this too much to ask? I mean i am not even asking for HBO, you know? I don't even need a car. But something like a really fly RV would be tits. I could roam the earth. 😘
