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argh. fuck you snow!! FUCK YOOOOU!!! yesterday i fell down the porch steps again. is it MY FAULT nobody salted them?? no. is it MY FAULT i live in michigan?? well, sorta. IS IT MY FAULT, I ASK YOU; THAT I NEEDED A COFFEEEEE TO START MY DAY?? MY MISERABLE, ROTTEN DAY??? NO.
but STILL, for my pains, i get more pains. i SWEAR i am not really that clumsy. in fact, i can be graceful. but i have just recently started trying this new thing i heard about; Walking With Your Head Up So You Aren't Staring At The Dirt All The Time.
so i wasn't looking down.
crash.
ow.
like i need more bruises. god almighty. i bruise easily enough. something DID crack in my back, though, and i notice that it feels BETTER now. *shrugs* odd.
i haven't written anything on here in what seems like ages; but it has only been less than a month since all that shit went down.
i am feeling better. thank you all who read my bullshit self-pity for your good thoughts. i really am done with boys though. and i think when *if* i DO get into a RELATIONSHIP again, it will most likely be with someone who is at least 10 years older than i am. i don't like the men/boys my age. they all seem to be the same person with slightly different facial features. selfish and rotten to the core. me me me me.
blech. little boys in their 30s make me want to vomit. when i want a child i will adopt. when i want a fuck, i will find a man. or a woman.
argh. fuck you snow!! FUCK YOOOOU!!! yesterday i fell down the porch steps again. is it MY FAULT nobody salted them?? no. is it MY FAULT i live in michigan?? well, sorta. IS IT MY FAULT, I ASK YOU; THAT I NEEDED A COFFEEEEE TO START MY DAY?? MY MISERABLE, ROTTEN DAY??? NO.
but STILL, for my pains, i get more pains. i SWEAR i am not really that clumsy. in fact, i can be graceful. but i have just recently started trying this new thing i heard about; Walking With Your Head Up So You Aren't Staring At The Dirt All The Time.
so i wasn't looking down.
crash.
ow.
like i need more bruises. god almighty. i bruise easily enough. something DID crack in my back, though, and i notice that it feels BETTER now. *shrugs* odd.
i haven't written anything on here in what seems like ages; but it has only been less than a month since all that shit went down.
i am feeling better. thank you all who read my bullshit self-pity for your good thoughts. i really am done with boys though. and i think when *if* i DO get into a RELATIONSHIP again, it will most likely be with someone who is at least 10 years older than i am. i don't like the men/boys my age. they all seem to be the same person with slightly different facial features. selfish and rotten to the core. me me me me.
blech. little boys in their 30s make me want to vomit. when i want a child i will adopt. when i want a fuck, i will find a man. or a woman.
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