this day just started out sad for me. i was browsing around on SG, which i ALWAYS do in the mornings before school. ... and afternoons after school... and all night...
and i read an article on the main page that madeleine l'engle died yesterday. she of the mind that created A Wrinkle In Time and A Wind in the Door and A Swiftly Tilting Planet and Many Waters and all those books i read compulsively both as a child and an adult has died. i believe the article mentioned she was 88 years old...
she was a light. this world is a much darker place without her in it.
i got to school and did linseys makeup for her graduation day... and i am absolutely stricken that she just wont be there anymore to hang out with and smoke with and chat with. i was devastated when stefanie graduated... now linsey has graduated. im happy for her, god knows. i hate that place and im proud of her for going the distance and not faltering or giving up and dropping. i hope she likes the drawing/painting that i gave her for a present and the balloon bouquet. i cant afford much, but i know she understands that. besides; its something that nobody else on earth has or ever will.
the other present may take until sept 14th to ship (fucking bullshit, but i REALLY couldnt justify spending an extra $13 for two-day shipping. fuck it. most of the time, its the ANTICIPATION of getting something as a surprise... at least thats always been the fun part for me.
i am so thankful right now that cyndi and nikki and crystal and sheffler and sarah and tracey and a handful of other girls are still going. i just cant wait to get the fuck out of there and be done with it.
linseys grandma makes the best cheesecake EVER. it MELTS in your mouth and has a graham-cracker crust... im pretty sure it was graham cracker. but its a 'secret recipe' so the likes of ME will never know.
and as of now i am on my little vacation. i put in the file that i would be gone from tuesday to tuesday...
i need a break from that place. its driving me fucking batshit.
and on tuesday the 11th, im going in and wearing JEANS haha and tracey and i are going to go to the scarab club again and do another shoot with george. these are not shoots for SG; but what he DOES wind up using them in, i will have a say; i made that clear. hour shoot/$100/and a copy of all the photos.
dope, dude.
and i am SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT HAVANA!!!
and i read an article on the main page that madeleine l'engle died yesterday. she of the mind that created A Wrinkle In Time and A Wind in the Door and A Swiftly Tilting Planet and Many Waters and all those books i read compulsively both as a child and an adult has died. i believe the article mentioned she was 88 years old...
she was a light. this world is a much darker place without her in it.
i got to school and did linseys makeup for her graduation day... and i am absolutely stricken that she just wont be there anymore to hang out with and smoke with and chat with. i was devastated when stefanie graduated... now linsey has graduated. im happy for her, god knows. i hate that place and im proud of her for going the distance and not faltering or giving up and dropping. i hope she likes the drawing/painting that i gave her for a present and the balloon bouquet. i cant afford much, but i know she understands that. besides; its something that nobody else on earth has or ever will.
the other present may take until sept 14th to ship (fucking bullshit, but i REALLY couldnt justify spending an extra $13 for two-day shipping. fuck it. most of the time, its the ANTICIPATION of getting something as a surprise... at least thats always been the fun part for me.
i am so thankful right now that cyndi and nikki and crystal and sheffler and sarah and tracey and a handful of other girls are still going. i just cant wait to get the fuck out of there and be done with it.
linseys grandma makes the best cheesecake EVER. it MELTS in your mouth and has a graham-cracker crust... im pretty sure it was graham cracker. but its a 'secret recipe' so the likes of ME will never know.
and as of now i am on my little vacation. i put in the file that i would be gone from tuesday to tuesday...
i need a break from that place. its driving me fucking batshit.
and on tuesday the 11th, im going in and wearing JEANS haha and tracey and i are going to go to the scarab club again and do another shoot with george. these are not shoots for SG; but what he DOES wind up using them in, i will have a say; i made that clear. hour shoot/$100/and a copy of all the photos.
dope, dude.
and i am SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT HAVANA!!!
mayarix:
a wrinkle in time is one of my favorite childhood books ever. that makes me sad...