ick. thats all i have to say. ick. its almost 1pm, i got no sleep, and i have my first mock practical exam at school in 4 hours. i THINK im all prepared for it. i certainly had to BUY enough SHIT for it. sometimes i regret getting into cosmetology. but it seemed like a good idea at the time, and i needed something to do to distract myself from the bullshit nick was putting me through at the time. ive been there over a year now, and all im seeing is drama drama and more drama. i stay out of it so im generally stuck in the middle.
i am thoroughly sick and tired of girls who create problems just for the sake of doing so. maybe there are men who do this as well; in fact i KNOW there are, i was married to one... but when you are in a school full of girls; well, you tend to notice it more in the girls. just... catty, stupid, ridiculous shit. not even anything profound or insightful. just shit like Waaah shes not sharing her xanax anymore so im going to be pissed off at her.
shit like that.
what kind of stupid shit is that?
i mean, im the first to say ive been an asshole in my day when drugs were involved, but i would NEVER...
jesus, i dont know what i meant to say. this is all a nightmare. the girls that i love and consider friends are all graduating before me and im going to be there alone with the stuck up snobs who never passed sophomore year in high school in their little brains. i dont LIKE girls like that. and i dont kiss ass, so its going to be a lonely few months, i wager. im probably going to be graduating in january the way things are going. i wish i could go full-time, id get out much faster, but financial aid wont cover it.
why am i bitching about this again? who cares anyway?
not even me, really. im just killing time. just sitting here, killing time. then im going to take a bath. then im going to haul all my exam shit out to the car. then im going to sit in school until 9pm. then im going to come home. and so forth.
it would be really nice if i had a home. a place of my own. even with a roommate. i would do cartwheels. being here makes me sick.
sorry nothing very interesting to say right now. im sure ill get a brainwave one of these days.
i am thoroughly sick and tired of girls who create problems just for the sake of doing so. maybe there are men who do this as well; in fact i KNOW there are, i was married to one... but when you are in a school full of girls; well, you tend to notice it more in the girls. just... catty, stupid, ridiculous shit. not even anything profound or insightful. just shit like Waaah shes not sharing her xanax anymore so im going to be pissed off at her.
shit like that.
what kind of stupid shit is that?
i mean, im the first to say ive been an asshole in my day when drugs were involved, but i would NEVER...
jesus, i dont know what i meant to say. this is all a nightmare. the girls that i love and consider friends are all graduating before me and im going to be there alone with the stuck up snobs who never passed sophomore year in high school in their little brains. i dont LIKE girls like that. and i dont kiss ass, so its going to be a lonely few months, i wager. im probably going to be graduating in january the way things are going. i wish i could go full-time, id get out much faster, but financial aid wont cover it.
why am i bitching about this again? who cares anyway?
not even me, really. im just killing time. just sitting here, killing time. then im going to take a bath. then im going to haul all my exam shit out to the car. then im going to sit in school until 9pm. then im going to come home. and so forth.
it would be really nice if i had a home. a place of my own. even with a roommate. i would do cartwheels. being here makes me sick.
sorry nothing very interesting to say right now. im sure ill get a brainwave one of these days.
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