really busy few weeks ahead. REALLY busy. i have to get shit together for my doctor, i have to pick up that cd of the shoot from george (i might just have him mail it to me if he would be that kind, because he wants me to pick it up tomorrow and im going to be nowhere NEAR the scarab club tomorrow)
speaking of tomorrow, painting party and discussion of script, then the remainer of saturday and sunday i have have HAVE to get all my supplies together and labeled for practical mock, plus on october 10th i have a tentative shoot with george again, and in the morning im going out to west bloomfield to speak with dr. gray and his nurse because i am NOT PLEASED with the results of the procedure. gaaah. and THEN, on the 13th no less, im going to be in columbus for the Havana SG party.
i am not used to having my life this full. considering im still going to school through all this and functioning is something of a miracle. i have ZERO energy and i feel like shit.
i just keep reminding myself 'good things are coming my way... just be patient... do what you can... dont kill yourself....'
its going to be one hell of a trip selecting and purchasing all the fucking crap im going to need for mock. ive got some of the stuff already, but theres so much more i need.
i need a break from school. i really do. i need a break from everything; just to slow down a little and get my bearings. i feel like i am literally caught up in a whirlwind. and i guess the news now is that the papers were mailed out AGAIN and he will sign them this time and send them back. i dont know when the court date is or even if there has to be one. i think there does. i think in all divorce cases, its settled in court. but i dont know. i could have just filed for abandonment, i guess. i wonder if that would have cost me less. jesus. $900 to get a divorce.
all i can do at this point is shake my head and stare blankly at the wall.
speaking of tomorrow, painting party and discussion of script, then the remainer of saturday and sunday i have have HAVE to get all my supplies together and labeled for practical mock, plus on october 10th i have a tentative shoot with george again, and in the morning im going out to west bloomfield to speak with dr. gray and his nurse because i am NOT PLEASED with the results of the procedure. gaaah. and THEN, on the 13th no less, im going to be in columbus for the Havana SG party.
i am not used to having my life this full. considering im still going to school through all this and functioning is something of a miracle. i have ZERO energy and i feel like shit.
i just keep reminding myself 'good things are coming my way... just be patient... do what you can... dont kill yourself....'
its going to be one hell of a trip selecting and purchasing all the fucking crap im going to need for mock. ive got some of the stuff already, but theres so much more i need.
i need a break from school. i really do. i need a break from everything; just to slow down a little and get my bearings. i feel like i am literally caught up in a whirlwind. and i guess the news now is that the papers were mailed out AGAIN and he will sign them this time and send them back. i dont know when the court date is or even if there has to be one. i think there does. i think in all divorce cases, its settled in court. but i dont know. i could have just filed for abandonment, i guess. i wonder if that would have cost me less. jesus. $900 to get a divorce.
all i can do at this point is shake my head and stare blankly at the wall.
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2shadowland:
pure energy
pure energy 
ginary:
sorry about your divorce troubles , stay sweet and beautiful hun! 