zombette

hey, my new checks finally came today, how about that? i opened a checking account at a bank, see, something i was really adamantly against doing since the last banking fiasco; my own blundering which i believe reduced the entire building to a black hole.
BUT they say if a horse throws you, try try again. isnt that what they say? or something? so im trying to make some general improvements in my life, generally speaking, and on that note, i also bought a cell phone. its pretty tits opens up and flips out and i got gold because even though black is SO my color, everybody else has black and i want to be unique and
what am i blathering on about?
im quitting my job on saturday. a certain unpleasant incident occurred between me and a co-worker and shes making it pretty difficult for me to be there now. its not bothering me too much, to be honest. 100 bucks a week doesnt really make much difference. anyway, i just got a phone call from a rep for casablancas; it appears they want me to go in next week and audition for something. that sounds interesting.
regardless, though, i need to find another job. just something where i can make enough money to pay rent on my own place, or even split rent with a roommate, is that really too much to ask?
im coping with the divorce idea day by day, which is how all addicts cope with things that they are addicted to. and i was addicted to nick, no doubt about that. im lonely, though. sometimes i get awful lonely.