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Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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Sometimes life is good, sometimes life is shit. It's the way we deal with the shit times that keeps us sane. Or does it keep us sane? I have a massive problem, when I mean massive, I mean on a scale of 1-10, it ranks as a 20! However, if I don't deal with it to the best of my ability then I'm screwed and I don't just mean screwed, but proper screwed.

All I can say is that people can sometimes be very evil. You think you know them, but as soon as something goes a little bit wrong then all hell breaks loose and life just kicks ya right in the bologni pony!

Anyhow, these are my problems. It's there to be dealt with and dealt with it'll be. If they don't get sorted then I'll forever live knowing that I'm a coward. See, I'm sure I'm like many people, I can help other people, but when it comes to myself I have no idea of what to do and how to handle a situation where I think I'm going to lose out. I can't go into detail about my own problem, suffice to say that it's eating away at me, because if I tell anyone then I seriously know I'll be scared of what people will say. So, I'm keeping this particular problem stored away so it can grind at me more so that when I do try to do something about it, my cowardice will go.

I'm my own worst enemy ... don't be your own worst enemy, have the courage to stand up for yourself, to be brave, to look someone in the eye and say what you truly feel. After 37 years on this planet I should know exactly what to do. From now on, my life starts again.

I just wish I could tell you this problem, but life isn't so easy

Things will improve, of that I'm 100% certain!

Hasta Luego
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bettiebones:
No problem toots. You get yourself off to bed and try to get some sleep. Take care and I'll speak to you soon kiss
Jun 30, 2005
d_no:
Life is hard sometimes and we are invariably our own worst enemies.

I hope what ever it is gets sorted out, you'll work out the right thing to do I'm sure.
Jun 30, 2005

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