zola25

December is turning out to be one huge mutha pain in the arse. Last nite I got home from football at around 8pm. At about 11pm a mate rang and said he'd been taken into hospital during the day. He's had ongoing problems for a long time with both family and his home life. So, there was I trying to calm him down until 4am. Christ on a bike it was difficult, so today I've had to go all the way to see him which is a fair old way, I now live in Essex and he's living in Middlesex. It's cost me a bomb and at the same time I've had to tell poor Missshelly I can't help her out now.

I feel as guilty as anything that I can't help her after saying I would. If there's anyone out there who can help her please do as she's a fabulous person. I'm so sorry, everything has just gone to shit

I don't think I'll be about for the next two weeks or so updating as I'll be too and fro to see him and to try and keep things in order and to try and help him sort out some big time issues.

Have a great Christmas, I think mine has just been severely fucked!