zoelielynn

I literally feel like a joke. I got my new set back and it's not even remotely close to what I would need for SG. I don't know if it's the pictures he picked, the editing, or just me, but I literally cried when I saw them. I keep feeling like this is all just a wasted effort and that I should just give up and cheer on the other girls.

I'm sorry for ranting, it's totally not my style and I'm kinda embarrassed to even post this. I'm just so dismayed and discouraged right now. There's absolutely no way I can afford to even think about shooting with a staff photographer considering I'm too broke to even move out, get married or fix my fucking car. Every time I start to feel like my life is going somewhere, something pushes me 2 steps back. I really need something in my life to fucking go right for once.

Anyway, since I refuse to let this set to go completely to waste, I'm offering it as a thank you gift to anyone who gets me a gift from my wishlist.





Cheer me up plox...?
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