zod72000

So, okay. No horrible ranting and raving today. I'm just too goddamn tired. For some bizarro reason, I was ripped from a dead sleep at three A.M. this morning, and, I mean, I was UP. So anyway, I trudged out into the living room, had a smoke, took a piss, but I still wasn't tired. So there I sat, staring hatefully at the clock, knowing I had to be at work in two hours. Finally, around 4:30, I felt sleepy, but at that point, I knew if I went back to sleep, I'd sleep right through the alarum and be fucked, so, long story short, (oops. too late) I've been up since 3, and it do suck. Ah well. So it goes. I'm lonley today. Really miss having my best friend around. His job relocated him to california about a month ago, and its kind of left a big ragged hole, you know? I miss having a constant companion. So many of my friends disappear. Most just stop wanting to talk to me. I... fuck, I dunno. I miss having people around who I identify with. I feel really fucking alone.
I know, I know, I should just stick to raving and jabbering.
quote of the day:

I don't trust lonely people. Life's eternal spectators.

-anon.

sorry all.