Hello,
It is time for venting.
Where to start. I know, yesterday I saw that video of a US citizen getting his head cut off by some Iraq rebels. Very few things make me feel awful inside like that video did. Many things I see in this world are making me lose hope. Ive never had faith, but hope is something I do have inside there somewhere. I read about all the terrible things, horrible things and my little ball of hope gets smaller.
I am going to fail 2 out of 4 classes this semester. This makes me feel stupid on so many levels. The classes werent even hard I am just a lazy bitch. Hand me a goddamned 15-page math test and I can pass it without studying, but tell me to write a 3 page paper and have it done in two weeks and I will sit in front a computer for hours avoiding the inevitable.
I am sick again. I just got over strep throat a couple of weeks ago. I guess my lungs got jealous. Bronchitis is so much fun.
It is great how a significant other can make one statement and the mind dwells for days.
It is time for venting.
Where to start. I know, yesterday I saw that video of a US citizen getting his head cut off by some Iraq rebels. Very few things make me feel awful inside like that video did. Many things I see in this world are making me lose hope. Ive never had faith, but hope is something I do have inside there somewhere. I read about all the terrible things, horrible things and my little ball of hope gets smaller.
I am going to fail 2 out of 4 classes this semester. This makes me feel stupid on so many levels. The classes werent even hard I am just a lazy bitch. Hand me a goddamned 15-page math test and I can pass it without studying, but tell me to write a 3 page paper and have it done in two weeks and I will sit in front a computer for hours avoiding the inevitable.
I am sick again. I just got over strep throat a couple of weeks ago. I guess my lungs got jealous. Bronchitis is so much fun.
It is great how a significant other can make one statement and the mind dwells for days.