I just want to thank you guys for helping me and being so supportive. It really made me think about how it's always darkest before the dawn. Obviously, by my last blog, I'm sure you've gathered that everything isnt tip-top in my life right now. And a few hours ago, to me, there was no optimism to be found. But after some thought, I see I just wasn't looking hard enough. My living situation as of right now sucks. I just got back from traveling around the country for work and am currently residing with my parents and younger sister. I have no room of my own. But another thing that transpired while I was away, is that my best friend of 9 years moved away to another state. And this is a girl I worked, lived and spent pretty much all of my time with. And now I never see her. And its tearing me apart. Half of the time, I really dont know what I'm going to do without her.
I'm planning on moving to Portland, Oregon as soon as I have enough money, but that just doesn't seem to be happening. So, in short, I hate it here, I never seem to have the funds to leave, and I miss my other half terribly. But, I am going to do my best to stay optimistic and keep my head above the water. And again, thank you for all your support. It means a lot <3
