I'm sleeping in my car tonight because I can't stand my family a moment longer. I'm not making enough money at my job, I can't seem to find a second one, and I just hate everyone. I'm just so angry and sad all the time anymore. Everything is just total shit and for the first time, I really don't want to be here anymore. This rough patch has gone on far too long. I've had enough .
I don't want to be in it anymore. I want it to end. All of it. I can't help it. I feel so alone. I know that I'm not the only one who's ever felt this way, But it doesn't change the way I feel. It a not that I don't think I mean anything. I'm just so angry and sad and I feel so alone it's agony. I know I'll get through it, and I hope it's soon, because I don't know how much more I can take.
