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Today I've been worried about this:

Last night I had one of my worst experiences in my life, my friend "P" (I'll only use his first letter's name) tried to kill herself last night.

It was 9 in the night when I received a message from her, it said that she want to see me to talk, and she ask me for beer also. When I came to her house, I noticed that things on her home wasn't ok, her parents were some kind of scared. when I enter to her room, the scene was frightful... The only thing I can say is that I've never seen a lot of blood in my life...

I did my best, I tried to tranquilize her, but she was devastated... (she broked with her boyfriend, I think they had a lot of time together, probably 8 years). I stayed with her about 2 hours, until she went to bed. I left her home, and I didn't want to know anything. The only thing her parents told me, is that their going to send her to a mental institution (Fuck, the easiest solution they can find to solve this. For me, they are the principal guilties for this)

I don't know what is going on right now, and I don't wan't to know. How can be possible that a lot of people on her home, and nobody can help her with her problems...