Gonna be re-taking photos for my SG submission this weekend. If you have even the slightest interest in seeing a skinny dork like me get nekkids, keep your fingers crossed!
Man, I really hope I get accepted this time.
I need to draw or write, but for the life of me I can't think of a THING. My creativity is all "No, bitch" lately.
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Man, I really hope I get accepted this time.
I need to draw or write, but for the life of me I can't think of a THING. My creativity is all "No, bitch" lately.
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Happy New Years to all.
I got groped way too fuckin' much in the last 24 hours. As a result, I feel kind of cheap and disgusting today. Got way too drunk at that New Years party. WAY too fuckin' drunk.
I miss my guy. He's the only person who's ever kissed me and NOT made me feel like a $5 whore. >_>
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I got groped way too fuckin' much in the last 24 hours. As a result, I feel kind of cheap and disgusting today. Got way too drunk at that New Years party. WAY too fuckin' drunk.
I miss my guy. He's the only person who's ever kissed me and NOT made me feel like a $5 whore. >_>
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steve_huge:
thats not good... shouldn't let a bunch of sad losers who cant get a life and need to get their cheap frills anyway possible by harasing women, make you feel cheap or disgusting or anyway less than you are
and i can pretty much garuntee you're neither of those things.... if you were you wouldnt feel that way
keep your head up and fuck 'em they aint worth your thoughts time or concern
[Edited on Jan 06, 2005 3:49AM]
and i can pretty much garuntee you're neither of those things.... if you were you wouldnt feel that way
keep your head up and fuck 'em they aint worth your thoughts time or concern
[Edited on Jan 06, 2005 3:49AM]
I am hungry. And growing quickly bored.
I miss video games. ;__;
I miss video games. ;__;
threejane:
Have a nice Christmas, and whatnot
Went out clubbing last night with my friends Debbie and Becky, and Debbie's friend Beth, and Debbie's boyfriend, Cody. (And that sentence is STILL more awkward than it should have been to type. Damn you, English language!) Had a lot of fun. Drank, but not too much. Nobody had to haul me to the car this time, at least.
We went first to Club Anything,...
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We went first to Club Anything,...
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bigblack81:
*shrug* I meant what I said. My latest entry says my feelings better but I stand by both statements equally.
But...you're welcome. I hope you find happiness.
But...you're welcome. I hope you find happiness.
Bye-bye, dating profile.
Jeezus, I have NO idea what the hell I'm doing.
Jeezus, I have NO idea what the hell I'm doing.
bigblack81:
I must quietly tip my cap to you. You have companionship and believe me, I am happy for you. *tips his cap and nods solemnly with just a touch of emotion*
As for what to do, just DO. Take it one step, one day, one moment at a time and just relax a little.
I wish you the best. *bows a little then hops on his scooter and rides off*
As for what to do, just DO. Take it one step, one day, one moment at a time and just relax a little.
I wish you the best. *bows a little then hops on his scooter and rides off*
Asked a guy at work out today.
He said he's interested, but needs some time to think about it.
Why do I feel like we're doing this backwards? XD
The Dating Profile may be coming down, after all. Guess we'll see.
He said he's interested, but needs some time to think about it.
Why do I feel like we're doing this backwards? XD
The Dating Profile may be coming down, after all. Guess we'll see.
Feel a lot better today. A LOT. Stayed up too late last night watching preview vids for the third Devil May Cry videogame. Dante Sparda=TEH HOTNESS. Although I think, if given the choice, I'd rather BE him than DO him. Who WOULDN'T want to be that fuckin' cool?
Have also begun hotly anticipating the Final Fantasy VII- Advent Children movie. My god, CG has never...
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I need to get the hell out of this rotten mood, because bad moods crush everything that I normally am. They destroy ambition and inspiration, they make it hard to laugh. They make it hard to feel ANYTHING, really, other than that low-level buzz of darkness in the back of your brain and the bottom of your heart.
It tastes too bitter. I don't like...
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It tastes too bitter. I don't like...
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bigblack81:
See, Writer, the reason why I've been trying so hard for you to notice that I really like you and WOULD want to be a part of your life more is that I DO think I'm enough to fit your standards. But I'm also willing to improve every day if I'm not. I'm trying to improve everyday regardless...you'd just be a bit of an encouragement.
Being aloof and icy isn't bad but being aloof and icy because you're afraid to step down a little is. I have stupidly high standards. Still do. But I've also learned that a person who fits my standards today may not tomorrow. People change. And for that reason alone, I go for what is there and what COULD be. You could be a social, out there girl AND still be an ice queen. You can do both.
You have the talent. It's why I'm so crushing on you. I wouldn't talk to you if I DIDN'T feel like you could. So nyah.
EDIT: Also, tell people who think you don't feel enough to be sad to get bent. Nabiki Tendo (from Ranma 1/2) and you are mad similar...and even she has emotions. Just remember: Ice walls are thick but they are not impenetrable.
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Being aloof and icy isn't bad but being aloof and icy because you're afraid to step down a little is. I have stupidly high standards. Still do. But I've also learned that a person who fits my standards today may not tomorrow. People change. And for that reason alone, I go for what is there and what COULD be. You could be a social, out there girl AND still be an ice queen. You can do both.
You have the talent. It's why I'm so crushing on you. I wouldn't talk to you if I DIDN'T feel like you could. So nyah.
EDIT: Also, tell people who think you don't feel enough to be sad to get bent. Nabiki Tendo (from Ranma 1/2) and you are mad similar...and even she has emotions. Just remember: Ice walls are thick but they are not impenetrable.
[Edited on Dec 13, 2004 1:53PM]
Went to my cousin's wedding last night.
Hatred for humanity=RENEWED.
Am in a very bad mood today. Want to punch someone. In the FACE.
Whoever invented weddings should be SHOT. And whoever invented wedding DJs should be TORN APART BY WILD RABID HYENAS. I mean, who the fuck plays "the Macarena"? The fucking Macarena! And the dreaded Chicken Dance. I wanted to shoot myself.
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Hatred for humanity=RENEWED.
Am in a very bad mood today. Want to punch someone. In the FACE.
Whoever invented weddings should be SHOT. And whoever invented wedding DJs should be TORN APART BY WILD RABID HYENAS. I mean, who the fuck plays "the Macarena"? The fucking Macarena! And the dreaded Chicken Dance. I wanted to shoot myself.
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bigblack81:
I do hope you feel better. Please take care.
<-- kisses your cheek and rubs your shoulders
<-- kisses your cheek and rubs your shoulders
Jeez, I post adorablicious pics and get only ONE comment? You have cut me to the quick, all. I weep now, in my little dark corner. Weep, weep.
Yeah, anyway.
SURVEY TIME! Because I like to make you suffer.
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LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, aka Writer. My real name is currently of little consequence.
Birth date: April 1st. Shut up.
Birth place:...
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Yeah, anyway.
SURVEY TIME! Because I like to make you suffer.
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LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, aka Writer. My real name is currently of little consequence.
Birth date: April 1st. Shut up.
Birth place:...
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bigblack81:
Well...with the answers on this survey mayhaps you not ready for people to lust and drool over your adorabilicious pictures.
But I still will. Despite the isolationist survey making me all depressified. You're worth it,
*kisses your cheek and skips off, singing "X and Y" by Moving Units*
[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 4:40PM]
But I still will. Despite the isolationist survey making me all depressified. You're worth it,
*kisses your cheek and skips off, singing "X and Y" by Moving Units*
[Edited on Dec 10, 2004 4:40PM]
i joined the site because it was referred to me. i really do not care about the nudity... it really does not matter to me. i stay with this site cause i am a techno idiot and it has a blog format that i understand. and a lot of the people in here have many of the same interests as i do... if i wanted porn... there would be a lot cheaper ways to get it. and a lot harder shit too...
i just think that people are way to hung up on appearence... yay!!! your skinny. but there are a lot of attractive fat people out there. once you get past it... anyway... titties ain't nothing but sacks of fat...lol...
don't get me wrong... most of it was a joke that i put up there. i would like my child to be healthy and normal weight at least... but i like my little train of self destruction that i'm riding. it's fun... yeah... i'm gonna die a hell of a lot quicker then you... but i must admit... my stomach is the envy of all it's freinds. it eats when it wants. whatever it wants. it never has to work out....lol
yeah... i'm sad... i'll never be one of the beautiful people.... but i never wanted to be in the first place...lol
anyway... good luck with your ambitious pictorials...
i have never listened to asian pop... i will bookmark you and look for some around... see if i like it... a new genre for me to devour....hmmmmm....
well have fun... carpe noctum