zigs

oh my god.. I FINALLY got a job!! I've been searching for a part time gig for the past 2 years.. and yesterday was myfirst day at our local sex/head shop.

So.. I'm contemplating. Brian (Brightnoise) and I were going to go spend the night in a hotel some weekend in the near future, just so we could get away and have a little bit of time to ourselves (a very local hotel but a hotel none the less. I could live in hotels. I love them.). Well he was saying he wanted to take some pictures of me because a) he wants to practice his photography skills and b) he says he loves taking pics of me. SO I was thinking of doing a set. An honest to goodness (eek!) hopeful set. I'm really nervous.. but hell.. why not try? I could complain about how my body isn't as perfect as I want it to be but so the fuck what? Suicidegirls is about redefining beauty - and dammit.. curves are beautiful! I'm tired of being so scared and not sure all the time. It's time to grab life by the balls and just go for it. right?

Also, I need to blog here more. This whole "I'm soooo freaking busy" bullshit is tired. Even though it's true. I'll make the time.

That's it for now!