ziggycash

Oh man am i feeling dark today. stuck in a funk and keep sinking deeper and deeper into with each day of the week. things are not good right now at work. which translates to things not being what i want them to be at home which translates to me being in a dark mood. however as i type this i got a big retarded bully boy leaning his head backwards at me and trying to lick me. that would cheer me up more if the big dummy would sit down and quit walking around so much. i wish i could get the fuck out of dodge for awhile. i need a break from reality. actually i need a different reality all together as this one seems to be no good for me right now. remember children go to college and make something of your life otherwise you'll be stuck working for a living and taking it in the ass when the shit hits the fan. the frustration sets in when you realize you've painted yourself into a corner. you're a grown assed man with grown assed responsibilities. it would be nice to just quit and go work at a bar or some other fun job with less headaches. that tends not to pay the bills though at least not the ones i've accrued. i think i'm going to stop where i'm at since i'm starting to sound gothic.